Uninhabited Planet

One of the hardest things a person will ever have to do is let go of a relationship that they believe has been meaningful in one way or another to their lives. Depending on your course in life the process is said to be simple, align yourself with people who have similar values or desire the same outcome in their life’s journey. The problem with this process is the extreme depth of variation there can be in each and every individual’s desires. It is said that every single day we are faced with 85,000 opportunities, opportunities which may very well change our life’s course continuously. Taking in to consideration the aforementioned approach of aligning yourself with people who have similar values you can see how this can become a problem. A lot of people say values never change for an individual these people have never been so far from right. Values change constantly for one reason or another, whether it be circumstances forced upon an individual for survival or simply a greater aspiration in life which yields more consciousness to certain situations around you, values change. The factor that this plays on the broad aspect of relationships and letting go is simple, more often than not we place more value toward the individual and not the experiences had with said individual, the argument offered is that a person is only as valuable as the last experience you had with them and therefore the individual as oddly as it may sound is disposable, conclusively because the memories had are what holds the value. With that being said is any simpler to relinquish the physical? 

resemblant of desire, 
a passionate resonance, 
strong and distinct, 
though easily masked, renowndly insatiable. 
the leap from conception to sensual fires, 
an aroma majestic, yet profoundly discreet. 
a musk, 
so clear only blind eyes may see, 
though toxic in nature it tempts you to breathe, 
you inhale, 
that feeling peculiar, 
but frightened you may fall in love you allow it to escape you. 
so controlling, 
w/o supervision it may peruse your senses, allowing you to experience things you never thought possible. 
as it escapes you, 
you pray it never returns, 
because the hold it had on you left you hopeless, 
and not many have the ability to manipulate its being, 
reality. 


Tremayne Leach 

today i smile. 
for myself and for the many that surround me. 
for the children who are drenched in everlasting happiness. 
i smile to overpower the pool of tears, to shine a ray of sunlight evaporating the pain into a summer’s breeze. 
i smile for those who are already smiling, and for those who continue to smile because they allow me to continue to believe in dreams. 
i smile in hopes that it may shine for all to see, so i may be able to share my optimism with those less fortunate. to let them know they’re never alone. 
i smile for my mothers and fathers, for my brothers and my sisters, for my family and friends. 
i smile for the moments in life when all else frown. 
when the sun doesn’t shine, and the moon doesn’t glimmer in the night sky. 
i smile for me, i smile for us, i smile for you. 
today i smile, tomorrow i smile, forever i smile. 

it’s almost like living a nightmare. emotions… feelings… caring… jealousy. the world has succesfully created a void in common sense, where as our emotions have been played for fools given more importance then they ever should deserve. when a mere idea of concept can draw you from one extreme to another you begin to question the sensibility or reliability of its origin. should you begin to understand the whole hearted “flakiness” of the ideal and it’s origin, almost immediately you will be labelled as an outcast, a psycho, a dunse or whatever will deter society from intrigue to your discovery. i’ve never been much of a conformist and i never intend to be, which is why my current state has me confused. has my mental state been compromised by her physical or is there some truth to the chemical imbalance that has been described in its ideal. i more then less always feel at this point i should run, either allowing her to escape the pain our relationship will yeild or with one last kiss as i bid her fairwell and part with in the single seated spaceship i flew here in. i’ve yet to deside my course of action for my present. it has become a norm to be misunderstood in this world, no one has ever taken the time to care enough to even spawn curiousity in my logic (i’ve never blamed them). it’s just why take a chance to understand something so underminded when you’ve spent your entire life drifiting with what you know. why allow one person to create a whole new understanding and fall back into to the uncertainity of exploration. why risk my place in current society for a single souled outlook. “why would you?”. maybe i’m wrong, maybe you should take a chance and trust theres a method to my madness or maybe i’m just meant to be alone.

just me and my thoughts…